Now I know...

I couldn't see the 'magic' in this quote before (If I'm not mistaken, this is not a hadith, but a quote from one of the four Imam. I'll check later)

'Ajaib sungguh hidup orang yang beriman. Bila diberi nikmat, dia syukuri. Bila diuji, dia redha.'

I really thought that this quote was a plain one. It didn't 'strike' me like other quotes. But from time to time, this question lingered in my mind 'It can't possibly that trivial. If this came from one of the Imam, it must have great meaning and yet, what is it???'

But Allah, the All-Knower, the Most Hearer listened to my silent whisper.

My question is answered when:

1- I was jealous of something.

2- I was in some difficulties and problems.

3- I got what I wanted and prayed for.

I was trying to ease my jealousy and problems. That's when the quote came to my mind.

I was so happy when I got what I wanted and prayed for, and yet I didn't think I deserved them. That's when the quote appeared in my mind again.

The 'magic' is when, \one could live one's life without worry too much, and accept things when they come. I love to questions things; why is this happening to me? when will this end? will i...what if etc etc?. This is so stressful! I realize, I was NOT HAPPY and I was sad when I saw how happy people are. I wasn't jealous, but I wanted to be happy like them.

The answer for a happy life is to always be grateful and redha for everything that has been destined in our life and to believe that Allah is never doing things for nothing. It is in His knowledge whatever that has been bestowed upon us.

Ombak Rindu

Saya rindu, terlalu rindu pada kalian...

yg pernah terlalu membahagiakan jiwa ini.

sAle!!!

Assalammualaikum...

Can any of you do me a favour?

I want to get rid an All Black tie that was supposed to be given to someone...well, you girls know the story...

Not & Nisa haven't seen it yet...sapa2 yg dah ada Mr. tu, maybe bleh hadiah kan 4 them or anybody else...

It's quite expensive though, RM200...I asked my junior to buy it in NZ. But I'm ready to sale it 4 a cheaper price, as long as it is not around anymore...

The tie is totally fine, but the memory it carries along make me feel uneasy everytime I see it.

So, I hope there'll be a buyer, you can let your friends know about it too : )

Thank you!

1st day, tomorrow...

I'm still in SP...couldn't make it to KP this evening...hehe

I'm still planning the lessons for tomorrow...well, I'm still me the Eleventh Hour girl...huhu.

I'm looking forward for tomorrow (and yet, I haven't iron my clothes..hihi).

I've got myself a new handbag, new scarfs, a couple of new baju kurung, new pens, books...well I'm just like the students entering the new term...hehe...except for one, I haven't got myself a new pair of shoes...huhu...couldn't find the Cheap, Comfy and Charming one. When I found a comfy one, they're ugly. When I found a charming one, they hurt my feet and when I found a pair of comfy and charming, they are EXTREMELY EXPENSIVE plak...huhu...

Okay, got to finish my work...

Oh ya, I almost forget. I'll be driving a new car too ;)

InsyaAllah

All the Best for 2011 Ladies...I luv you all : D

ps:I'll be a DIGI girl tomorrow...hehe

Don't easily fall,

u'll HURT

PS:Be Riza

Ladies, may I introduce...

:D

dari Si Anak Bulan yg Mulia utk semua

I prayed,
for this heart to be unbroken.
but invincible is impossible.
So i changed my pray,

just hope Allah make this heart stronger and stronger.

-by Hilal Asyraf-

http://langitilahi.com

Congratulations to...

my dear

Fatin Haya Bt Ismail

on your Masters study beginning this December

All the Best to You

The Invitation

Today I've invited those close to my heart to this blog. Welcome

Riza

Nisa

Zati

Not

Aini

Auni

there's nothing much here, but I guess sharing this with you girls is important to me : D

Salam Maal Hijrah

...especially to my dear Salina, Fatin & Amrien (korang jer punyg tau blog ni...hehe)

Tadi terfikir skit, between sambutan maal hijrah and tahun baru. kedua-duanya adalah untuk menyambut permulaan tahun, the former for Islamic calender and the later is for the roman calender (betul ke roman?). Anyway, kedua2nya di sambut di M'sia...Let's us do some 'math' sempena sambutan maal hijrah ni based on wut I can remember about them:

Maal Hijrah

1. Diuar-uarkan kepada kita untuk membaca doa akhir dan awal tahun.

2. Solat Maghrib berjemaah diseluruh M'sia n diikuti dengan bacaan yasin.

3. On the next day, sambutan: tokoh maal hijrah, ceramah etc

New Year

1. Concert

2. Fireworks

As I said earlier, I compare this two celebrations based on wut I can REMEMBER, and these are the things that will pop up if people ask me 'What do people do to celebrate Maal Hijrah/New Year?'

And I have two questions here:

1. Which one would Allah redha?

2.Which one would we celebrate more than the other one?

We usually know wut to do for his blessings, and yet we choose not to do it.

Miss Bridesmaid (okay promise this would be the last entry on me as a bridesmaid..hehe)

Since a picture says a thousand words, so tadaa! :D

Guess who's the driver?hehe

Bye!

THE BRIDESMAID TALES (hahaha!)

So, today aku mulakan tugas Bridesmaid ku dengan membawa Niah ke boutique pengantin untuk di make up..almost an hour gak la...everything went smoothly until everybody was ready to start the journey..and guess wut, the minute I stepped out of the house, my cousins yg kecik2 tu came to tell me that my car tyre was puntured...I didn't believe them, but since they tried to convinced me, so I gave in. I was devastated when I saw the tyre. They were right. But, don't worry I still have my happy ending...hehe... My paksu's car was empty, so we went with him :D



The next thing was, I got lost (with my paksu of course). The bride n groom had arrived so they had to wait for me!haha...So as u know, tugas utama a bridesmaid is to hold the umbrella...I rushed to the Bride n tugas pun bermula...hehe....so we walked to the grand table, n that's when I 'started' to regret being a bridesmaid... I couldn't eat as usual!!! Usual means a LOT. The food was delicious but, I got to control myself. Luckily, Niah was so kind when I wanted to have my second as she asked me to put some for her too (so that leh cover I...hahaha)



Okay, so that's about it. Oh ya, I couldn't stay long because I needed to take my car to the workshop. So I left Niah there. I was a Bridesmaid for about 7hours on 4th Dec 2010(9.30-430).... :D

Sayu...

Dengan sekali lafaz (yg membuatkn jantung ku berdebar2...I don't know why...first time maybe I heard lafaz nikah live..hehe) Munirah, my cuzzie sah menjadi isteri kepada Amran pagi ini.

My aunty passed away when Munirah and I were 17, yes we were about to seat for our SPM in a few months..and Arwah was laid to rest at the cemetery next to the mosque where the solemnization took place....I believe my family, just like me, thought about my late aunty at that very moment....Al- Fatihah to the late Aunt Jamilah

And

Barakallahuma to

Munirah & Amran

May Allah bless your marriage with sakinnah, rahmah and mawaddah.

ps: It's my bridesmaid day tomorrow!!! and guess what the outfit is REALLY FIT...I thought I was still at the same size as I bought it a few months ago (to be precise: before convo)....sigh~

Day 5

oK...If you are wondering, that's my countdown for the Bridesmaid Day...hehe. I went to Ariani to find a scarf for my bridesmaid outfit and....I found the perfect one!!! :D I also got myself a couple of new scarfs which has entitled me for Ariani Privilege Card...hihi (that's the cikaiEST card among the three cards they offer...but doesn't matter, skit-skit lama-lama jadi bukit kan?hehe)

So for my next visits, I'll enjoy 15% discount for normal price items or add 5% for discounted items : )


ps: Salina, there goes my Duit Shopping : )

What do you think of the background?

I think it is so me...whom I wished to be;

Adventurous

PS: It looks masculine, rite?I like it!haha

Ola (Welcome to Hawaii :P )

How's this Salina? I'm doing this for you as you never give up in 'motivating' me to write a new entry. So for a start, I have an announcement to make. Your annoyingly cute dear friend has been asked to be:

A BRIDESMAID

(next week...this is my first time you know...so I'm thrilled and honoured...haha)

I finally felt at home.

I had never regard Kulim as my hometown before.

But this evening, when I went there to get something, I felt something that I had never felt before....'I'm home'

I had very good neighbours there. They helped my family going through the hard times and I am very grateful and thankful. May Allah Bless all of them : )

School’s Anecdotes: Love

Pn. Zara: Seronokkan perasaan cinta tu….
Pn. Nur: Seronok.....
Pn. Mia: Seronok sangat……Tapikan ada cikgu-cikgu yang dok marah pelajar bercinta…mungkin dia xpernah rasa perasan tu.
Pn. Nur: Maybe….or dia jenis yg kawin match-make and bercinta lepas kawin, so dia tak rasa perasaan tu….hai…seronok-seronok.
Pn Mia: Itu la…mungkin la. Tp kita tak sepatutnya marah-marah…itukan fitrah….yg penting kita guide mereka.


Miss Syara: ( hmm…..let’s just keep it to myself….Ya Allah, tunjuki aku…)


I won’t deny the feelings. It’s true. I dreamt to feel one but no more now. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still hoping to find my true love but not this way.

Ever since I got ‘lost’ in Langit Ilahi, my perceptions about love, life, friendship and many more have changed. I have learnt many things that were not taught in schools and university. I have learnt the right way to do things.

The problem is, my new knowledge and perceptions now are not hold by most people in my surroundings. Love is fitrah but most of us do not manage it the right and pure way. I hope I will be able to stay in the right path forever. It’s not easy, I may go off track but this is a journey that all servants would go through.

I’m the same old me who’s trying my best to be a good servant to the Almighty.

Craving for an apple pie...

I wish my life is in apple order...sigh~

I know I need to work harder...it's not impossible to achieve.

I really don't know how to plan a lesson (a boring one , of course I know)..not only creativity is an issue here, but also money...and also confidence. I'm afraid the students won't benefit much from my teaching...worry,worry, worry!!!!

Renungan

Assalammualaikum...

Jibrail bertanya kepada Rasulullah saw perbandingan antara dunia dan akhirat. Rasulullah berkata kepada Jibrail, 'Pergilah ke tepi pantai. Sesampainya di sana celuplah satu jari ke dalam air laut itu kemudian angkatlah. Setitis air yang mengalir turun dari jari itu adalah DUNIA (hanya setitis, tidak termasuk titisan lain yg mungkin turut mengalir)dan laut yang terbentang itu adalah AKHIRAT.'

Subhanallah...masyaAllah...

sumber: Kedah fm 18/3/10 @2pm