Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Now I know...

I couldn't see the 'magic' in this quote before (If I'm not mistaken, this is not a hadith, but a quote from one of the four Imam. I'll check later)

'Ajaib sungguh hidup orang yang beriman. Bila diberi nikmat, dia syukuri. Bila diuji, dia redha.'
I really thought that this quote was a plain one. It didn't 'strike' me like other quotes. But from time to time, this question lingered in my mind 'It can't possibly that trivial. If this came from one of the Imam, it must have great meaning and yet, what is it???'
But Allah, the All-Knower, the Most Hearer listened to my silent whisper.
My question is answered when:
1- I was jealous of something.
2- I was in some difficulties and problems.
3- I got what I wanted and prayed for.
I was trying to ease my jealousy and problems. That's when the quote came to my mind.
I was so happy when I got what I wanted and prayed for, and yet I didn't think I deserved them. That's when the quote appeared in my mind again.

The 'magic' is when, \one could live one's life without worry too much, and accept things when they come. I love to questions things; why is this happening to me? when will this end? will i...what if etc etc?. This is so stressful! I realize, I was NOT HAPPY and I was sad when I saw how happy people are. I wasn't jealous, but I wanted to be happy like them.

The answer for a happy life is to always be grateful and redha for everything that has been destined in our life and to believe that Allah is never doing things for nothing. It is in His knowledge whatever that has been bestowed upon us.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Ombak Rindu

Saya rindu, terlalu rindu pada kalian...
yg pernah terlalu membahagiakan jiwa ini.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011


Can any of you do me a favour?
I want to get rid an All Black tie that was supposed to be given to someone...well, you girls know the story...
Not & Nisa haven't seen it yet...sapa2 yg dah ada Mr. tu, maybe bleh hadiah kan 4 them or anybody else...
It's quite expensive though, RM200...I asked my junior to buy it in NZ. But I'm ready to sale it 4 a cheaper price, as long as it is not around anymore...
The tie is totally fine, but the memory it carries along make me feel uneasy everytime I see it.
So, I hope there'll be a buyer, you can let your friends know about it too : )
Thank you!

Sunday, January 2, 2011

1st day, tomorrow...

I'm still in SP...couldn't make it to KP this evening...hehe
I'm still planning the lessons for tomorrow...well, I'm still me the Eleventh Hour girl...huhu.
I'm looking forward for tomorrow (and yet, I haven't iron my clothes..hihi).
I've got myself a new handbag, new scarfs, a couple of new baju kurung, new pens, books...well I'm just like the students entering the new term...hehe...except for one, I haven't got myself a new pair of shoes...huhu...couldn't find the Cheap, Comfy and Charming one. When I found a comfy one, they're ugly. When I found a charming one, they hurt my feet and when I found a pair of comfy and charming, they are EXTREMELY EXPENSIVE plak...huhu...
Okay, got to finish my work...
Oh ya, I almost forget. I'll be driving a new car too ;)
All the Best for 2011 Ladies...I luv you all : D
ps:I'll be a DIGI girl tomorrow...hehe

Monday, December 27, 2010

Don't easily fall,

u'll HURT
PS:Be Riza

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Saturday, December 11, 2010

dari Si Anak Bulan yg Mulia utk semua

I prayed,
for this heart to be unbroken.
but invincible is impossible.
So i changed my pray,
just hope Allah make this heart stronger and stronger.

-by Hilal Asyraf-